How could i have lived without you?

I ask myself that everyday. You and me were attached like sisters. But now its hard to believe that ever lasted. I have always wanted to be there with you when you need help but why is it that you always pick the ones who dont care? I mean im always there for you and stick up for you but you never do the same. I can tell I dont care or am not there but thats a lie. I hope that one day our friendship will grow large like your heart but until you leave them I dont know what to do. There fake and always take behind your back. How can you not care? I though it was over but we r still good friends but you know when you need me I will always be there. I enjoyed every memory we've mad but now its time for you to show me if you can handle yourself. Thanks for eveything and enjoy your jerks im always here when you need me but when you treat me like dirt then we are done!