What do you do when this happends?

OK so you know my bdays coming up (not excited) and I don't have anything to do. I know my friends want to come over but I don't know what I should do. I really don't want Bliss to be like feeling this is her fault but its mine because I should of asked about her plans My bad hahah. I just need ideas so I could do something instead of being on my computer all day which is what I'm guessing I'm doing to do. I wonder if I could have my cousin Johnna over. I love Johnna she makes me happy. She is so funny and I love to talk to her one because shes only like 6 mouths older then me and she goes though the same things I go though but shes a little more luckier then me lol. Inside joke between me and her. I just got off the phone with her anyway and she just got into a High school Trinity if that's how you spell it. Congrats Johnna Marotta ;). So anyway back to the subject I need ideas for what to do. My whole family is gone and I need some things to get my mind off of a few things (boys, school, boys, family, BOYS) Yes lots of boy problems how exciting. So what would you think if a ex-boyfriend gives you a forward about being a good boyfriends what should I take that as. He wants to be friends again or get back together for the 3rd time or what. He gives me to many mixed signals jeez. I don't even know if I like him anymore. I think I moved on but I really do think about him more then I used to before we stoped talking. Then we have another boy who im insanly in love with but seem to always make fun of him the chances i get. I mean I dont know if this thing is love your just a bunch of anger. I mean come on we stopped talking after we kissed. Whats the big deal anyway? I dont see it. I get it, it was a mistake but I sure as hell dont regret my actions. But yeah need ways to help me. COMMENT PLEASE NOW

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YES!! Got the new dog and he is so cute. Im so tried though. I can't help but think about valentines day. I have no boyfriend, i gave a flower to TREAVER oopppss. Well when he gets it i better be far away from him or im screwed. I know i would laugh about it and stare at him so what should i do???