Happily ever after

You know in story books where the pretty girl gets the handsom guy. THEN WHY THE HELL DOESN'T IT HAPPEN TO ME???!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?! I unfortantly want a gay, mean, dork kid not any popular guy and thats what I get for kissing him too. OOOPPPSSS my bad. Hahah I hope one of my friends gets there love. If i had to chose i would let them have there love first then me because im really afraid of my Happily Ever After. Im not joking really I dont trust guys I never have hahah. Why couldn't they all be like the handsom, strong, friendly hero huh? But i bet they all the guys want us to look like Victoria Secret Models but thats in our minds and does anyone really look like that in real life who isn't boilic, aneraxic, or always getting plastic sugrey? Well who im in love with doesn't look or act for what people want but does that make him an ugly freak? No. I want a real guy haha and then I will get my Happily Ever After!!!!

Valentines Day Almost here!

Oh I dont really know what I think about V-day. I mean I like seeing people like my friends happy and being in love with there boyfriends but I have never had a boyfriend no matter what Megan says ;) Well love is somthing that isn't easy for girls who are as fat as me to get. I have alot of guy friends yes but that doesn't mean any of them like me hahah. I love happy people but when people get lovy dovy then i puck!!!! Ohhh well as long as my heart isn't broken on Valentines day then i really dont care about it as long as the world doesn't end becuase I want to get to my bday hahah me=selfish hahaha TTFN aka ta ta for now