I love.......

What do i love? I am not totally sure what that is yet. I mean I love my friends like sisters but other then that i dont really know what i truly love. I fell in love with many of my friends (treaver is not my friend) I just never get love. I mean when im in love its so noticeable and its sad. I start getting nervus and i seem to always seem to be staring at the gut i like and its just so pathict. I mean really pathic. Ya so for the people who see me looking around in Gym or the lower 7th grade hall then now you know why or well the people who know who i like. So ya i mean im not totally alone i guess but guys confuse me really. They say we are confusing but guys they could love you until the end of time but not tell you. I mean they are supposed to right? I mean why should the girl do everything for them. Oh well i can tell when some one likes some one its my talent but i never see anyone like me so i must be really stupid or im very unattractive. Im asumming the secound one is it hahahah