Really?

Could i really be happy? Or is this some kind of other demation. I have the greatest friends and it making me cry right now. My friends really have my back no matter what. I deal with a lot and sometimes it hurts way to much that i give up. I could have never of had gone through it without all of them by my side. I hope you all care about this but if you dont then thats fine. I no I had to go to the consulers once (EEEWWWW) because some one thought i was depressed which i wasn't but at least i knew some one cared about me to tell someone. All i know is that all i have dealt with is starting to go away. Some how it doesn't feel real. Could i mess this up? Is this a dream? I mean i have been in drama along LONG time and its sometimes all i can talk about. But Carly, Megan, Bliss, Melissa and many more people have shone me that life isnt all about fights or drama, it can be fun and all i can hope for is that is will last hopefully. How anyone could have ever been in the situation I was in and take it littly would be that day where i will kill that person haha because they dont have a heart. Thanks i really do feel amazing not great at home but when im with you guys you make me feel like im a million dollars and i havnt felt this way in a long time. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!! I coudlnt tell you how i feel becuase you guys did alot for me and I really REALLY apperatate it.