Why?

The reasons I'm goth..............

1. Black looks good on me (or I think so)
2. Hating my parents
3. getting left out
4. Lossing my best friend
5. lossing all hope that I'll ever fit in
6. Being rejected by my one true love
7. Being called a slut for a mistake
8. Being called emo or dumb so far my 7th grade year
9. Lossing all Faith in myself
10. Lossing the one person who I really still care about my Great Grama Smith

All those reason hut but I am who I am. You might think im heartless or emo Some call me satin when I don't even call you names? I get back on my feet don't I? You all can call me what ever you want, it's not going to change me. I smile and laugh, i dont sob for no reason. I dont cut myself when my world falls down. So show me what you got and i wont care. You can call me all the names you want and it will still mbe meaningless to me. It doesn't even make you look cool. If im the one sticking up for myself then why harress me? You will lose I promise you that. I got 2 feet and I'm never holding back. Come get me I will always be 2 steps infront. Now tell me is t worth it now? I can show you hell any time but your not worth fightting with. When you really know me for me not for my looks the I wont hate you. I have stregth and weaknesses and I can use them to my advantage. Now last time is it worth it to you to make fun of people now?

HEY YOU PEOPLE

Hey im sick of people calling Bliss emo GOT IT!? I look like her and when you called me heartless then whats wrong with you? You act to cool for school and like your just the greatest thing living. Why keep lieing to yourselves? I may seem like a bitch but im not. I love having fun hanging with friends and goofing off. Even though i wear black and your PINK does that make you better then me and Bliss well I think not. We may even be better then you. See we dont call peoples names because they're different. Now please you think you can hurt us think again. Ohh mess with any of my friends I will kill you with my thumb. If you dont think thats possible just watch me. I love all people I have respect for but people like you and your friends I dont like and i kinda HATE you. When a girl like me so laid back and fun doesn't like you, you got yourself into hell. Now wait when you mess with my friends i will be coming!!

Trevor

I know he will never read this and i dont want him too, well not yet. Im too afraid of him and every time i see him in gym or the halls I get all scared and run away. How can I feel this way toward a guy who I hate. Time for me to come out with the truth. Im done lieing my heart is shattered by everthing that has happened. Why couldn't we have been like 2 normal kids in middle school. Just be friends and hang out, joke around and ya. I cant hide everything I have done to him and myself. I ruined it and I just laughed it off. Was it more serious then i thought? Well to him it was, I can't take the pain anymore. The pain has gottan to much to handle. My best friend Melissa has a super awesome boyfriend and everyday I want that. I screwed up really badly but I dont regret it. I am who i am and for then people who thinks he's ugly or a jerk SHUT UP. I can say that i have a perfecly good reason to but i dont. I dont care about him, but he is not a terrible guy. I hope that he doesnt hate me too much for screwing up and i dont expect him to be my friend anytime soon. I am finnaly glad to write down my feeling and relax.

Carly

SQUUUUUUEEEAAKKKKKKK!!!!!! I love this show its hard not to watch it. Soo anyway I am super excited to be really close friends with you. I love hanging out with you and I totally love SQUELING with you. All the things we do together mean the world to me. How close we are and hopefully how close we will get will just be amaxing. Being weird is our specialty. Buttery popcorn is SO good. Your really a true friend carly and i hope you remember that!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING ME BFFL

The girl things

The girl things are........
1. Putting on makeup
2. Fixing hair
3. Looking Good
4. Being cool
5. Weight watching
6. Going to the mall
7. Buying expanive clothes
8. PINK clothes
9. AERO clothes
10. Aerocbie clothjes
11. Bath and Body Works stuff
12. Facebooking everyone they know
13. Lisening to the hot music
14. Getting into Drama
15. Getting back together
16. Getting boyfriends
17. Bragging abour doyfriends
18. Lieing
19. Losing Fake Friends
20. Making BESTIES


Girls got it hard and know one knows how much girls do to feel good. This is mostly everything but if I thought of all i would be up to a million easy. Some one who is super lucky doesn't go though this but i dount thats anyone. Hope some guys will understand this but why would they. They have other things to deal with but not as much as us girls LOL!!!

Melissa

Melissa,
I know that im not the best friend for you but everything you have done for me is just AMAZING. I had a deep dark past that you pulled me out of and i hope that you take that to heart. I can't stand him anymore but you know some of the truth. There is nothing i wouldn't do for you. I can't believe you are that awesome that you do that for me. I know that im younger then you but I hope that doesn't matter to you. It matters to some people thou. All the memories we have and hope will share will be awesome and are. I can't wait till you make a blog if you want because I want a comment from you. THANK YOU SOO MUCH

Facebook?

Most of my friends dont have a facebook. Neither do I. Whats the point anyway? I mean its not cool to yell at people though the internet. I also can't stand that makes a differce in popularity in school. Why does there have to be a popular group huh? It doesn't make you any better then me or anyone else. I mean i cant stand my school!! We have so much shit in it. NOW, IM TELLING YOU PEOPLE IM DONE WITH YOU! We can be way better then anyone else in this world but being popular doesn't mean crap. You can't go to college with a application that says "Hobbies- Being Popular, Sports- Being Popular," That isn't going to help you one bit and i assure you of that. Hope people will think twice about facebook and being popular.